Bah.
I’m sorry for being so sour. I am just really REALLY really, feeling suffocated in life right now. I feel like I can’t be myself at home, because it is not my home and it is also a catbox. I feel like I am not myself at school because I am really trying hard to learn and do better so my personality becomes flat and no one likes me. And I do not have you here. And Erin uses me as a nanny and mother… And it seems like I am your mother these days… And my mother’s mother…. I just want to be me!!! I am young and playful and silly and weird and I feel like all of that is falling away from me right now…
I want my personality back…I want my life…I am nearly gone.
