Werk

I have to run this dance show for Dan Oz. today and for some reason I am really nervous about it. I had lots of dreams about sleeping in (past 4pm) and being late and then not knowing what time it actually was in the world and being really confused. And a couple of days ago I had a dream that I got to the venue and we had like ten minutes to set up before everyone arrived. I spent those ten minutes making light sketches for some reason and then Dan Oz showed up and nothing was done…UGH. Anything theater related just really stresses me out subconsciously, I guess…

Last night I updated my website and put it up for all the world to see! I’m nervous about that too…

I also (for most of the night) had a really great dream about going to Iceland. We went together, just for a three day trip, and we met up with Jonsi and Alex and they showed us around. Then, we took Alex up Kaldbakur (a much abbreviated journey in my head) and he was really glad we were all there =).

I’m thinking about maybe not walking at graduation. My mom visiting is already stressing me out and the added stress of having to run around that weekend anyway is not helping. I just don’t want to deal with her, everything will be so much easier if I can just run around by myself…Are you going to come to Jonny Greenwood the day before your graduation? Then we could go back to Bard together? Or are you coming after graduation? We will be able to stay in OUR apartment that night :D :D :D

Mow. Call me when you are done with show tonight..maybe we can all go get food together or something…